I used to be an angel.
I don't know how I fell so far.
I don't know how I got from where I was
So far below to where you are.
At one point I was an angel.
You may not believe me, but its true.
You may think I'm making it all up.
But would an angel lie to you?
Not long ago I was an angel.
I can't remember how I got this way.
I can't remember how I got here.
How you somehow made me stay.
I know that I'm an angel.
And you've brought me down to Earth.
And now my blood's so full of sin.
I wonder what I'm worth.
I am still an angel.
I don't know why I love you so.
I don't know about you mortals much.
Why can't I let you go?
Up
Your skin feels like razors in our hellish embrace.
I try to keep my breath as my heart quickens its pace.
This was never your fault, I imagine the blood drip to the floor,
You just couldn't bandage my countless wounds from before.
Its so wrong for me to say its wrong but your kisses just aren't right.
You're no more than a dim glow, and I'd grown so used to someone's' light.
You lay me down and with every curve that you do trace,
I find my eyes darting away, begging to avoid your face.
You whisper loving things into my ear and I repeat them with a sigh.
Hopefully, what I hate saying back to you will one day cease to be a lie.
My op
Through this solid window pane,
I watched you before I knew your name.
We stared at each other through the glass.
I can't imagine the hours that passed.
Through The Glass
I tried to speak and say my reason,
but golden silence is what you believed in.
You shook your head when I tried to talk.
I damned the window and hated it's lock.
I drew a heart in frost from the cold,
as this day began to grow old.
And I fell in love with you, at first sight.
But as night fell,...
I saw you were just a trick of the light.
You never existed. You never were there.
Which is why you silenced me, you didn't care.
I wanted you so badly, that I cou
The Tailor's Doll
When you first made me, my design was so flawed,
That the people who saw me were frightened and awed..
You ruined the stitching, when you first sewed me true .
Now these scars cover me, but you swore you loved them too..
I tore out the stitches on the side of my face.
We laughed through the blood, I remember those days...
When you didn't mind that I wasn't like all the rest.
That I wasn't formed right, no, I wasn't the best.
The paint that you bought, you brushed on my plastic skin.
It was redone by the week, oh, we wore it so thin...
Then there came the day, when you found someone real.
Someone with flesh skin,
The Tailor's Doll
When you first made me, my design was so flawed,
That the people who saw me were frightened and awed..
You ruined the stitching, when you first sewed me true .
Now these scars cover me, but you swore you loved them too..
I tore out the stitches on the side of my face.
We laughed through the blood, I remember those days...
When you didn't mind that I wasn't like all the rest.
That I wasn't formed right, no, I wasn't the best.
The paint that you bought, you brushed on my plastic skin.
It was redone by the week, oh, we wore it so thin...
Then there came the day, when you found someone real.
Someone with flesh skin,
keep changing faces."
I'm being a Silent Hill nurse for Halloween. There is no doubt about this. It is definitely happening. The hard part is getting over my claustrophobia so I can put gauze around my face.
Not looking forward to that.
Going trick or treating with !PTalim17 (https://www.deviantart.com/ptalim17) Not for the candy, so much for the fun of going around to stranger's houses late at night looking like a creepy slut. <3
My cupcake did it. so..
I had to. x)
"I love ya five!" .in the words of the stutter master.
What do you have:
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[x] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[x] Half brother
[x] Nephew
[x] Niece
[ ] Boyfriend/Girlfriend ;_;
[x] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[x] Own TV
[x] Flat TV
[ ] There is some big carpet at your house
Total: 13
[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[x] More than 8 pairs of shoes
Finally. Just two more years before I can
*move out
*legally take rides on disco sticks
*Get my own cigarettess
This gets the best of me.
-- <3 Lorelai <3 --
p.s. I slept with my best friend naked.
Now that's friendship x)